I know I felt a buzz...

...BETWEEN MY LEGS!!...

...as I watched in awe, as Lucy did the one thing I have dreamed of for a long time, to watch her getting dressed!

I have always wanted to watch her dress. I don't know why. I have just wondered how she goes about it. I think it is such a sexy thing to so. And she did not disappoint me in the least. Xx

The next thing that I have always dreamed of is, Lucy in a singlet. I love those things!!! Ah! How sexy was that? Too sexy, too sexy! Dos Equis! I would like to have seen it without the bra, but then again, I can't have it all.

All in all, I thought Lucy was her usual incredible self. Did the role well, looked incredible, and oh yea, got the mean old buggies. Oh did I mention that I am talking about the movie LOCUSTS, and Lucy played the undersecretary...never mind. She kills all the buggies, and looks like a Goddess doing it. What more do you need to know? Xx

Dear Rob,

All right, I have to say that To-day, I have finally gotten over my thing. I officially let it go. Today I joined your fanlisting. I decided to help symbolise my healing and...all that stuff I was thinking before I met you...that I would make a banner for the fanlisting, and donate it to them in good faith...symbolising the my release of...my jea......never mind. I'm good. Xx .

You can see that I am totally over it...lucky bastard...




Alright, it is supposed to be all animated and fade between the two frames shown above. They won't let me upload GIF's here...ah!

Ah yes...that infernal temptation...

...does she, or doesn't she give in? Xx .

the Fire of Temptation

Can anyone truly avoid temptation? Should they? I mean, why live if you are going to curtail everything you do. I feel like I have spent my whole life pushing away the things I wanted, the things that have tempted me. I have resisted the fires of temptation, for the most part. I still do. I hate it. I want to do all those nasty, dangerous, sexy things that I have always avoided. I want to give into Temptation.

I wonder if 'Dot' ever gives in to Temptation? I bet she does...Xx .

Do I know my Lucy?...

...I'd like to think so...Hee hee.

I got a 100% on Mary's little 'Lucy 101' test. :))
Click here! to take it

I want to take the 'Lucy 525' test. Hee hee...Xx .

I was watching...

..."A Day IN the Life" yesterday, and it again came to me to wonder, what is Renee' giggling about when 'Xena' stands up in the hot-tub to switch places so 'Xena' can do 'Gabby's' back? Dose Lucy have something silly written on her tummy? Smilies around her nipples? It is so cute. Maybe someday, I will find out. Xx .

Thank you...

...you always manage to come through. It's gotta get pretty bad sometimes before something works, but oh Gods, now THAT, is inspiring! Just look at those shoulders...those eyes...those glorius spots! You know my feelings about those spots. Oh, can't you just imagine trailing your lips from her cheek, down her strong, slender neck. making your way over her splendid heaving breasts...um, never mind.

Did I mention, I am finally inspired to work with fervor on a new Luce?...thank you Dot, you are out of this world, a genius (most definatly) adored (by me). Xx

Inspiration...where the hell is it!?

Every day I hope that spark will hit me. That spark that got me this far. The one that SHE noticed. I can't seem to get anything going. I can't get anything to come. Little shit here and there. But nothing INSPIRED. Nothing worth a crap. Maybe I am trying to hard. Maybe I am loosing it. Maybe my time has come and gone.

I have photoshop open 24 hours a day it seems all it dose is sit there. I see her face there, before me, but I can't seem to get anything done. So frustrating...I'll keep trying. I hate artists block. Xx

Wanna help me fight some nice LOCUSTS?

I know you do. Lucy as Dr. Maddy Rierdon, Giant locust expert! Yay! Looking good. She dose love those Earthy tones, dosen't she?

Greens, more greens, oranges, did I mention greens? Browns and stuff. Then again, she dose wear a hell of a lot of red, red, more red, gods she loves reds...That style shirt really suits her. I love the hip hugger jeans. Nice belt. Nicer tummy...sigh. Very sexy look on ya Luce. Can't wait to see all this. I'll deal with the creepy critters for her. Xx

Bla bla bla...

...It's really crappy here to-day. Rain rain rain...go away...I feel a darkness to-day within me. My heart is heavy, tears and longing follow me. I miss L. She has been gone for some time, and I miss her words. I feel like my Jin have left me. Maybe that is why I feel so lousy. Xx

Yummy spots...

...Just look at her. Isn't she perfect? SIGH. Not a stitch of make-up, and she dosen't need it. I love her spots. I wish I could count evey one on her body...

...with my tounge. Oh yea!

...and so rang the bell of San Marco...

...9:37pm Vatican time...Ioannes Paulus PP. II...has gone home.

et Spiritui Sancto. Sicut erat in principio, et nunc, et semper, et in saecula saeculorum. Amen.

Dominus meus et Deus meus!

Peace, Xx

Karol Wojtyla (16.X.1978 - 2.IV.2005)

I am not sure why I am doing this. I am not a Catholic, I am not even really as Christian, but, I feel the need to write this. I just wanted to say, that I am truly, sincerely saddened by the inevitable death of John Paul II. I don't know why, but I found myself crying a few minutes ago, and I don't usually do that. I just know a good man is dying, and I am very sad.

All I can say is, I wish him peace on his way to what he surly believes is home. My prayers, are with ALL the Catholics, and non Catholics who will mourn his passing.

I'm thinking of you L.

Peace, Xx