I am so unhappy here, and feel I need to go. I had a HUGE blow-out with my parents, and now I do not even have them on my side. Right now I have no one. I know I am living a life I do not want to live, and feel I can't do it any more. I am a lesbian trying to live with a man, and I can not do this any more. I have been trying to make this work for years, and I know in my heart it is not right, and I am afraid to leave. I can not be myself, and it is killing me.
I AM MISERABLE!