Vita Infernusum

New artwork by me, "Vamp Lucy" 2008

2008-03-30T16:40:00.004-05:00

Greetings!

Okay, I have ONLY been working on this for EVER, and swore I was gonna finish it for Lucy's birthday, or die trying! I did. It may be less than two hours before her birythday ends in California, but I did it! I realise it is the next day that I am posting this, but after I finished it, I finished celebrating Lucy's birthday.

This is my latest Vampy Luce. All I can say, is I hope you guys like it. It was a BITCH to do. The version below is only a VERY small version of the original. The original is over 4 MB in size. So, please click on the smaller version (or the link) to get the full sized one which I have placed in my webspace.

http://www.archivesofamphipolis.com/au105.jpg

ENJOY!

Charis.xX

"No yapping, no moaning I promise. I'll stop it, Just, I just love you. No, just stay home for one night. Make love to me. If you stay home, I promise I will do everything. Everything just the way you like it." Cheryl (Lucy Lawless), The Darkroom 2005

Looking for this 2002 Lucy mention - In Style magazine

2007-08-20T13:16:00.000-05:00

Okay, this is kinda strange, but I am looking for a copy of this Lucy mention from 2002:

In Style magazine - November 2002; pg. 282;
"Scene + Heard - Emmys" - in an article about post-Emmy parties is a mention of Lucy with a quote: "...but the artist formerly known as Xena, Lucy Lawless, was toasting her newfound freedom from early-a.m. call times: 'Gin makes me want to take my clothes off!' she announced..."

If ANYONE knows of a transcript of this whole article, I would be very grateful! I have searched MaryD's site, not there. Thank you!

Charis.xX

"That's right--you can have arm pit hair, a roll of fat, stretch marks--they don't care. They're good for it all. "They care what's in your heart." Lucy Lawless VII.XX.MMVII

Lucy Lawless at the Canal Room: A Three-Day Mashup Report

2007-06-19T07:46:00.000-05:00

Lucy Lawless at the Canal Room: A Three-Day Mashup Report

2006-07-11T15:16:00.000-05:00

I am writing this I guess because right now, I don't know what is going to happen here. I have been having some really bad days here with my family, and don't know if I will be staying here at home any more. So, I wanted to let you all know that if I disappear, or I can not be reached, it may be because I had to leave. If so, I will write from where ever I end up, or when I can.

I am so unhappy here, and feel I need to go. I had a HUGE blow-out with my parents, and now I do not even have them on my side. Right now I have no one. I know I am living a life I do not want to live, and feel I can't do it any more. I am a lesbian trying to live with a man, and I can not do this any more. I have been trying to make this work for years, and I know in my heart it is not right, and I am afraid to leave. I can not be myself, and it is killing me.

I AM MISERABLE!

Charis.xX
hwood@getatlas.com

A Flaxen Beauty

2006-06-15T08:12:00.000-05:00

My latest piece I have decided to call "Flaxen Beauty". This piece contains a photograph I took from my yard for the background. I love this original photo of her. Also, the planets in this piece are an artist vision of the new planets of Xena & Gabrielle. :) ENJOY!
Charis.xX

Battle weary...

2006-02-17T00:28:00.000-06:00

My latest piece, "...My body is starting to quiver" It contains pieces of me.

My necklace, my hair, my buckle & chain. But it does have the best bits of Luce too. :)) Peace, Charis.Xx

"Who You Callin'....who are you callin'?

2006-02-17T00:22:00.000-06:00

I stunning drawing of my piece "Who You Callin' A Myth Bitch!?" :)

I cannot find the emaile that tells me who made this. am trying to find out. If you know, please emaile me. Thanks!!! Peace, Charis.Xx

HAPPY NEW YEAR LUCE!

2006-01-01T00:19:00.000-06:00

Well, another year has come and gone, and again, I wish I was there in California with you. I know you are having a great time. Probably partying your arse off. Well, enjoy it, and be careful of the hangover, they will git ya every time. And know, you are in my prayers, and that you will never walk alone in anything you do.

Goddess Bless you.

Holly.
Xx

Prayers of strength for Lucy...

2005-11-22T03:25:00.000-06:00

...seeing that she is going back to New Orleans. That is gonna be really tough for her to be back there. I wish she would not go. I guess that is our Lucy, but it still does not make me feel good. As one person said on another group, there could be many remaining hazards, those of which I will not go into.

Anyway, I am sending every ounce of everything I have to her for this trip. She is leaving today, and I can already feel that she is...she is depressed. I mean she will put the face on for them all, and be the consummate professional, but inside, she is gonna be hurting, a LOT. I, just wish she would not go.

Well Luce, you be safe, and know that everyone one of us nutter 'Crazy Diamonds' will be sending our strength, and love to you. But, you know that.

We all love you Luce. Goddess Bless.

Peace,

Holly

To Luce...

2005-10-03T00:22:00.000-05:00

...I am so happy to hear that you are getting through your "blue Period". I saw the Darkness, it sounds like it is passing. Thank God.You know that you are the only light some of us have in this life right? Didyou know, that if you did not do what you do, some of us would probablywould not be here right now? Don't you ever think that what you do is not important, not VITAL! You are a gift to this world. You talent, your,emotions bring life to so many, to me.

I know, after meeting me, you must think me a nutter, a crazy woman...but you have no idea how grateful I am to have been given the time with you I had. I will NEVER forget your genuine kindness and generosity to me. Not because you had to , but because you wanted to.Know that when the Darkness comes, you are the light for so many in justyour being. This pretty much sums it up. I hate to quote Xena to you, butshe said it rather well..."Don't let that light that shines out of her facego out. I couldn't stand that darkness that would follow". That is how Ifeel about you. But, you already know that. It just sounded like you needed to hear it.

Peace & Love always.

Charis.

Lucy, you look great!....

2005-08-30T07:26:00.000-05:00

...after a NINE hour car ride for what should have been an hour trip. Oh yea, I guess I was wrong about her getting out of Lousianna, heh. Well, I can not belive that she stayed! Well, it is good to see that she is alright. Too bad now she is stuck in Baton Rouge until whenever. Haha. Poor Luce, I bet she wishes she was home. My thoughts are always with you.

Peace & Love,

Charis.

Xx

A devoted Servant...

2005-08-26T06:25:00.001-05:00

I call this "A Devoted Servant of Bacchus"

Click on her to see the full sized version. :)~

This is really an oldie that has finally been called done.

Gods I love the idea of her partying! Hell yea! I know she would be a a great servant of Bacchus, if she could. Heh heh...Enjoy! Xx

iNTOXiCATing isN't it?

2005-08-18T11:52:00.000-05:00

I finally finished this damned thing! Ha ha!
A little piece to satisfy my current little HoD obsession.

I for some reason can not get it to up load here...grrrrrr....
So, go HERE to see it at my Archives.

I hope you like it! Peace. x

mary Mary MARY!!!! Gods I want you!

2005-07-13T11:16:00.000-05:00

Oh yea! I can not believe how much I am into her! She is so hot! Luce, you have some kind of gift to make me feel your motions. That, or you are the best actress I have ever seen!...

...That could be it. Just look at you! Oh my Gods!!!...

2005-07-13T11:14:00.000-05:00

...It is incredible to say the least. I dont know what you did to get ready for this little role...

...whatever it was, it really worked for me! I felt it! ALL of it!...

2005-07-13T11:10:00.000-05:00

...I can feel her desparation and the blackness that is inside her...

...It bleeds from you so freely. I dont know how you do that, but you are a master at it. Maybe I am nuts, but I dont care...

2005-07-13T11:07:00.000-05:00

...Your emotions are like adrenline to me. When you really put it out there, whoa!...
...Knocks me on my ass! Incredible! Never quit acting. Id' have to start taking drugs to get the same effect, and I dont really want to do that. Heh heh...Xx

A real Golden Goddess!

2005-07-06T08:34:00.000-05:00

OH MY GODS! She is SO HOT!!!

That blond hair is in-f*cking-credible!

I wish I could run my fingers through it. :)) She is looking incredible! She is on a gold kick, how cute. Suppose she thinks it goes with the hair. Well, it does. Nice bronzing by the way Luce. I was dead asleep, and woke up just as you were going to go on. I wish I could have seen you. I know your song was wonderful. So you wrote it while you were preggers huh? Nice, very nice. Mmmmmmmm...oh I notice you cut the bangs back into your hair! Yay! Xx

Blonds do have more fun...so she thinks...

2005-06-15T13:03:00.001-05:00

Ah yes, now she has done it...GONE BLOND!! Everyone thinks it's a wig, well it ain't. Hahaha...nice going Luce. I always did think blond looked good on ya. I think I will do a blond Luce in celebration of her new look. Xx

"Her Souls Torment"

2005-06-04T10:36:00.000-05:00

As I worked on this piece which was certainly going to be a Xena piece...When I noticed I was pulling images mostly of Gabs where she looked like she was in pain in some way. So in the end, it basically turned into a Gabs piece. That's cool. I love Gabs, so does Xena...grin...

Well, love it or hate it, here it is. Kinda strange I 'suppose. It should feel like it could be painted on a wall, I was rather pleased with it.

The full size version is at my site.
ENJOY! Xx

Lucy in Seattle!

2005-05-17T19:00:00.000-05:00

I admit it, I spent Sunday night from 12:00a to about 1:30a local time (10-1130p Seattle time) watching a webcam trained on the Seattle Space Needle. Yes, I was watching while Lucy was at her

little after GPB party on May 15th.

I know, what a nut. Well, I just wanted to see what I could from here in Hell. I actually made almost 200 captures during the hour and a half I watched. I only quit because my computer was choking from all the 1024x768 screen captures I was making. Just my way of being there.

Anyway, Luce, I would have given my right arm t have seen you do your thing at the party, but I could never afford to go. You were in my thoughts. I am sorry that Lucy ran into those damned fans who do not know how to be respectful. I heard she stayed until almost midnight. A half hour later then she was schedualed. You are always the consumate professional Luce, and always do the right thing...even though, I am sure all you wanted to do was get a drink, sit down and relax. Sorry that did not happen. I hope you are now at home kicking back, and taking it easy. Peace & Love, Xx

Dot...

2005-05-13T22:12:00.000-05:00

...just wanted you to know,
I am thinking of you.
You are gonna do splendidly.

Don't forget you are perfect for the role!

Love & Peace to you,
x Holly.

I know I felt a buzz...

2005-04-28T02:31:00.000-05:00

...BETWEEN MY LEGS!!...

...as I watched in awe, as Lucy did the one thing I have dreamed of for a long time, to watch her getting dressed!

I have always wanted to watch her dress. I don't know why. I have just wondered how she goes about it. I think it is such a sexy thing to so. And she did not disappoint me in the least. Xx

2005-04-28T02:29:00.000-05:00

The next thing that I have always dreamed of is, Lucy in a singlet. I love those things!!! Ah! How sexy was that? Too sexy, too sexy! Dos Equis! I would like to have seen it without the bra, but then again, I can't have it all.

All in all, I thought Lucy was her usual incredible self. Did the role well, looked incredible, and oh yea, got the mean old buggies. Oh did I mention that I am talking about the movie LOCUSTS, and Lucy played the undersecretary...never mind. She kills all the buggies, and looks like a Goddess doing it. What more do you need to know? Xx

Dear Rob,

2005-04-15T00:19:00.000-05:00

All right, I have to say that To-day, I have finally gotten over my thing. I officially let it go. Today I joined your fanlisting. I decided to help symbolise my healing and...all that stuff I was thinking before I met you...that I would make a banner for the fanlisting, and donate it to them in good faith...symbolising the my release of...my jea......never mind. I'm good. Xx .

You can see that I am totally over it...lucky bastard...

Alright, it is supposed to be all animated and fade between the two frames shown above. They won't let me upload GIF's here...ah!

Ah yes...that infernal temptation...

2005-04-13T05:59:00.000-05:00

...does she, or doesn't she give in? Xx .

the Fire of Temptation

2005-04-12T19:31:00.000-05:00

Can anyone truly avoid temptation? Should they? I mean, why live if you are going to curtail everything you do. I feel like I have spent my whole life pushing away the things I wanted, the things that have tempted me. I have resisted the fires of temptation, for the most part. I still do. I hate it. I want to do all those nasty, dangerous, sexy things that I have always avoided. I want to give into Temptation.

I wonder if 'Dot' ever gives in to Temptation? I bet she does...Xx .

Do I know my Lucy?...

2005-04-12T18:03:00.000-05:00

...I'd like to think so...Hee hee.

I got a 100% on Mary's little 'Lucy 101' test. :))
Click here! to take it

I want to take the 'Lucy 525' test. Hee hee...Xx .

I was watching...

2005-04-11T01:43:00.000-05:00

..."A Day IN the Life" yesterday, and it again came to me to wonder, what is Renee' giggling about when 'Xena' stands up in the hot-tub to switch places so 'Xena' can do 'Gabby's' back? Dose Lucy have something silly written on her tummy? Smilies around her nipples? It is so cute. Maybe someday, I will find out. Xx .

Thank you...

2005-04-09T03:59:00.000-05:00

...you always manage to come through. It's gotta get pretty bad sometimes before something works, but oh Gods, now THAT, is inspiring! Just look at those shoulders...those eyes...those glorius spots! You know my feelings about those spots. Oh, can't you just imagine trailing your lips from her cheek, down her strong, slender neck. making your way over her splendid heaving breasts...um, never mind.

Did I mention, I am finally inspired to work with fervor on a new Luce?...thank you Dot, you are out of this world, a genius (most definatly) adored (by me). Xx

Inspiration...where the hell is it!?

2005-04-08T16:20:00.003-05:00

Every day I hope that spark will hit me. That spark that got me this far. The one that SHE noticed. I can't seem to get anything going. I can't get anything to come. Little shit here and there. But nothing INSPIRED. Nothing worth a crap. Maybe I am trying to hard. Maybe I am loosing it. Maybe my time has come and gone.

I have photoshop open 24 hours a day it seems all it dose is sit there. I see her face there, before me, but I can't seem to get anything done. So frustrating...I'll keep trying. I hate artists block. Xx

Wanna help me fight some nice LOCUSTS?

2005-04-07T02:22:00.000-05:00

I know you do. Lucy as Dr. Maddy Rierdon, Giant locust expert! Yay! Looking good. She dose love those Earthy tones, dosen't she?

Greens, more greens, oranges, did I mention greens? Browns and stuff. Then again, she dose wear a hell of a lot of red, red, more red, gods she loves reds...That style shirt really suits her. I love the hip hugger jeans. Nice belt. Nicer tummy...sigh. Very sexy look on ya Luce. Can't wait to see all this. I'll deal with the creepy critters for her. Xx

Bla bla bla...

2005-04-06T17:46:00.000-05:00

...It's really crappy here to-day. Rain rain rain...go away...I feel a darkness to-day within me. My heart is heavy, tears and longing follow me. I miss L. She has been gone for some time, and I miss her words. I feel like my Jin have left me. Maybe that is why I feel so lousy. Xx

Yummy spots...

2005-04-05T23:53:00.000-05:00

...Just look at her. Isn't she perfect? SIGH. Not a stitch of make-up, and she dosen't need it. I love her spots. I wish I could count evey one on her body...

...with my tounge. Oh yea!

...and so rang the bell of San Marco...

2005-04-02T19:31:00.000-06:00

...9:37pm Vatican time...Ioannes Paulus PP. II...has gone home.

et Spiritui Sancto. Sicut erat in principio, et nunc, et semper, et in saecula saeculorum. Amen.

Dominus meus et Deus meus!

Peace, Xx

Karol Wojtyla (16.X.1978 - 2.IV.2005)

2005-04-02T15:12:00.000-06:00

I am not sure why I am doing this. I am not a Catholic, I am not even really as Christian, but, I feel the need to write this. I just wanted to say, that I am truly, sincerely saddened by the inevitable death of John Paul II. I don't know why, but I found myself crying a few minutes ago, and I don't usually do that. I just know a good man is dying, and I am very sad.

All I can say is, I wish him peace on his way to what he surly believes is home. My prayers, are with ALL the Catholics, and non Catholics who will mourn his passing.

I'm thinking of you L.

Peace, Xx

Yup...

2005-03-31T12:32:00.000-06:00

...Lucy enjoying herself...alot. :)~ Ah, to be inside her head at that moment. The shirts were gettin' lucky in this one...mmmmmmmm...Xx

Coping a feel

2005-03-31T12:30:00.000-06:00

Luce as Pamela....SIGH...I just felt like saying that. She is on my mind today. Isn't she beautiful? That is one lucky red top. SIGH...

Welcome to my Hell!

2005-03-30T13:54:00.000-06:00

I have decided to make a place where I could say my peace, and not care who reads it. So this is that place. Peace...Xx